Friday, August 27, 2010

A Summer Of Peace

I spent this summer working. Not only was I working physically at a summer job, but I also happened to be doing a lot of working on myself. I didn't realize at first that this was in fact what was happening. I just happened to notice that I was feeling different. I was feeling truly happy. See, earlier this spring, I happened to go through a rough time. I know I've said this many times but it was really the truth. I was very down. This is just the truth. I was fighting through a lot of internal battles. But somehow, just working this summer helped me find myself. I spent the summer working, thinking(when I wasn't passing out from exhaustion) and being with my friends-the people that I found to truly care for me. I came back to school feeling mentally rejuvenated. I still feel just truly happy. The areas I stressed about before I came back have fallen out of my thoughts. I have this new confidence in me. I have figured out many things about myself and have accepted who I am. This is amazing to me. I cannot express how I feel...maybe the future will bring the right words.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

I know exactly what i want from life...ive never known this before...